Okay, here I'm back by popular demand. Just kidding. I know many of you still hate me. But I didn't really know that I was able to leave impact within a short period of my activity in here. Even though, my username was registered several years ago, it was pretty much dormant for so many years and it's just few weeks or months, I don't really remember, that I was actively participating here in discussion.

I approve all the messages that I've splattered here. I apologize for sounding rude even though I didn't mean to. SAN knew about it. I've dark sense of humor, very few get it. Not all have that capacity to deal with it and when I expressed direct but bitter messages they ignorantly jumped onto me. I was entertained seriously when that happened. I know at times, I had heated discussion, ..umm supposedly.. but I was really enjoying that. I don't know how many of you really took it into your nerve. If you did, you need to relax, ..learn to relax. airight? It's online, shouldn't let you get it into your head in real life. But anyway, SAN let me know that there are other vulnerable and extremely sensitive folks around, and I'm simply too venomous for them, even though I looked so venomous python I was not :D, believe me, I'm a spiritual and kind-hearted soul, means no harm to anyone. I don't lie, I speak truth and it hurts when it's so direct and upfront.

I've great plans for year ahead. I'm gradually stepping up towards being veg, not strict one but I'm trying hard. I'm now into Jay Kordich juicing campaign. Officially, I joined Gold Gym, been home workout freak for long, now, I really needed to muscle up more. So, great machines and feeling like a man of steel :D

My other plan this year ahead is to be cool with all the people online. Just because internet has given me an anonymity doesn't mean I foulmouth everyone. That doesn't really make me who I am. I vow to avoid that and be new me, new good me, humble and polite. You will find friendly bittertruth.

Anyway, I didn't have proper introduction to you(do we have introduction page for new members here umm.. just wondering) and I myself arrogantly jumped into many threads and few of you found it little unwelcoming. I agree. That's little disrespectful as well.

So, lemme introduce myself to you. I go by this nick handle 'bittertruth' because I was influenced by comedy serial 'Tito Satya'. I like it. So many people ask me what's the bitter truth and I copy-paste some utterly ugly truth quote off the google :D Isn't that cool? I know that's lame. lol

Physically, I'm strong(20 min non stop cardio) and well-built for average Nepalese, I'm:
160 pnds, 5'8, 45"chest (flexed), 32"waist, 17" bicep(flexed), 25" thigh, shadow boxer, MMA enthusiast, religious, believe in 'real men respect women' attitude, great stamina, ready for every situation, easygoing, honest,hate liars so hard that's me.

Characteristically, I'm:
Simple, not superficial, down-to-earth, fun-loving, compassionate, friendly, calm, easy-going, helpful, motivating, ambitious, hard-working, honest, health-conscious, caring, romantic, i.e ME.
Born in July 20th, I'm Cancerian. Originally from Nepal, I've made Santa Cruz my second home town. The coolest thing about Santa Cruz is it's weather which is almost same whole year. btw, Santa Cruz am at is in california, I'm telling you because there are other two santa cruzes in the world, one in India and another one in brazil. just a side note.

If you are picturizing me, don't ..
that's me down below.. If you already know me , HIIIII.. ha hahahaha..

Hopefully all you friends in sajha will accept NEW me, NEW bittertruth.
Have a great year ahead.. alll :D 

@facebook, lol.. that was a litmus test. You don't get it.
Winners never quit and quitters never win,
I'm no quitter, I'm here to win some of yours heart.
I know I was rude. so, I'm here to rollback. If I could..
badmouth more, I don't care...

 But BitterTruth, don't you fear SAN dais wrath? Don't you fear his ability to tear our sajha mask off of our face and reveal our true naked identities to sajhaites? 

I know I do. 

All the other sajhaites should learn their example by seeing our example of what not to do. Never ever go against San Pradhan, otherwise he can cruelly expose your true identity. He has power that the rest of us don't. And if push comes to shove, he will use it against you. So fear, fear him. 

See BitterTruth, if Ambassador Wilson had feared George W Bush and the Neo-conservatives, then he wouldn't have spoken the truth about the nuclear making capability in the Iraq war. And today, CIA agent Valerie Plame might still have had a job. Her husband's career and their personal life would still be secure.
But he made the big big mistake of exercising his right to freedom of speech by telling the American public that Iraq was not a nuclear threat. And for the hawks in George W Bush who wanted to invade Iraq so desperately, him telling the honest truth offended them. The Neo-conservatives in power like George W Bush, Dick Cheney and Donald Rumsfeld were livid with Ambassador Wilson and vowed to teach him a lesson for speaking the truth: the honest but unpleasant truth. 

You do realize today that if Ambassador Wilson's truth had been taken seriously by the American public that thousands and thousands of both American and Iraqi lives that were lost in the course of the Iraqi war would have been saved right? But the neo-conservatives in power had their agenda. And their agenda was a lot more important than human lives. 

In that same way, San Pradhan has made it very clear that he has an agenda for sajha. And if you somehow rub against his agenda the wrong way, you're going down. 

And in the same way that San Dai exposes undercover identities when he is angry at you, the neo-conservatives in power did exactly the same. That is why Valerie Plame's true identity as a CIA undercover agent was viciously and vindictively exposed:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BV-REM00YbY

What does that tell you BitterTruth? You should learn a lesson from this:

Don't mess with those in power. They will find one way or another to hurt you. Never ever offend those in power. Don't you get it? 

Aren't you shaking in your boots, son? I know I am. I couldn't sleep all night. Why do you think I'm typing all of this instead of snoring in bed? 

Babal khate, as your name you proved that your thinking is too low.
I have been here (sajha) for more than 4 year. San banned my 1 user name pernanently ; has banned me for several days; i have seen more chak ko pwal like you but i have never seen San opeaning any personal identities of anyone. He never open that not even IP address.

Why such bitterness? Can't we all just get along?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1sONfxPCTU0

 bittertruth stop posting my picture on sajha. Out of all the good looking pictures I have on my public album why did you choose the ugliest looking pictures? Are you trying to low blow my reputition? are you trying to show the world that I am stupid enough to put on a pair fo sunglasses inside the house with a wife beater  making me look like Jose Pangrey? This shows what kind of family background you came from, I know I offended you in many ways but please do not get personal. Sajha admin can you please flag my pictures from original comment so that I my pictures can never be posted again? Thank you in advance.

@babalkhatey, your post is always interesting and as pure as a child's heart :D 
No, like I said I don't fear anyone. The man who've conquered the fear of death through spiritual channeling and deep meditation session, what more fear can he expect. I was bored being nice and tried it out here but I realized that it's simply not me. If you are assuming him as control freak well then it's his domain, just like in matrix, you are king of your domain. I've my own. They can't come and mess with me in my domain , I crush them. Just a concept. :D 

@chaurey, it feels great, you personify me and my pictures. That hunk in the picture is definitely one solid rock piece of me. You can use it without copyright violation to your forum avatar or facebook profile pic. Just kidding.

@facebook, I don't really know how many time did he whois the ip's. lol. just an assumption. I do that a lot to pinpoint some of the rascals.
IPs could be attacked if the system is vulnerable and unpatched. It shouldn't be released publicly unless it's a must.

Once again, I'm different new me in sajha and apologize everyone whom I caused some mental distress as I came to learn lately seeing your responses. That didn't cause me anything because I blew it in the air. But not everyone is like me, and I realized that lately. Some of you are taking the conversations here very seriously and affecting your real life with things like anger and distress. I didn't mean that, hopefully things will turn back to normal :D 

 So BitterTruth, I like what you're suggesting. 

If SAN Pradhan is the SAJHA matrix then I must be:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qaLvcM-u4ns

bittertruth = ATTENTION SEEKIING WHORE!!!
LOL

@alece, lets play little word game here
"Attention !!! Whore(u) seeking bittertruth"

Thanks for the comment anyway :D 

lol!! whats the point of posting pics bro ??
making a fuss about leaving sajha and coming back the very next day ??
u have any better word to describe yourself ?

BitterTruth, I see what you did there. That was pretty clever.

alece, mind to read what I wrote above about myself.
The reason I posted my picture is to show that I'm not fake.
The reason I said I'm leaving.. hahah to be honest, that' was new year hangover. ( see I can't lie, I tell things straightup)
And the reason I'm back, is I've guts to say hi and stay
I could have simply used another nick but that's what a loser would've done.
I understand what san feels, I put myself in his shoe and I would have done the same thing.
Rest is here.
Enjoying my good day off, listening to cool music and exchanging words with another human being on sajha not usernames(like someone wrote in some other thread)

homey,

well whatever!! welcome back douchebag!! :p

thanks alece :D

 asti mero post ma sarai bitter boleko thiyo "Bittertruth" le. Aaaja timro post lai show off bhanera ma ni majak udauna sakthe but I won't do that. Timro post interesting lagyo, tetichai bhanchu.

@shikha, the only thing that I realize that I can't do is
'I can't turn back the time'
and sometimes I need it dearly and long to do so,
I wish I could turn back time.. alas.. back to the reality I can't ..
The only thing I can do is to apologize. Hopefully, you'll accept it. 
But with your softened up way of writing a response, I am assuming so
and already want to thank you in advance and putting up with me on
those threads yet taking time to say few words here.

What are the chances of shikhajha not being yet another avatar of babbal khate ?? Just curious !

only san can answer :D 

 LOL may be I am Babal khate, or homey ji, tara def not Jesuslovesyou. 
Anyway, malai babal khate jasto mutiple personality disorder chaina so I
don't need to make zillions of accounts on Sajha.

that's a good answer :D