I dont know why ; may be its due to some hormonal imbalance;these dayz i just want to stab somebody....
What should i do hyar?
PLEASE please help.......

Hang on for a few days. Wait till Prachanda comes out.

Take a knife, look yourself in the mirror...draw the knife-point closer to your forehead...do you want to stab someone again?

ChemicalX ...just go find HCN and test the CN part of HCN you will be fine !!!!
you might wonder why not NaCN????
Benefits of Liquid HCN
There are many benefits to choosing liquid HCN (over sodium cyanide), including:
More versatility

Lower cost

Little or no aqueous salt waste generated

Nitrile intermediates are easier to isolate

Can be used without a solvent

Can be used over the entire pH range

If this doesnt work lemme know !!!!!

ChemicalX,

If that is true, I suggest you to take some psychiatric help soon, because it may be dangerous just to stay like that. Go to a psychiatrist and tell everything. They will help you get out of this.

I have seen a movie named "Hostel" in which people kill people
just for pleasure......drilling their eyes off...penetrating a driller
inside a gal's vagina.....oh my god that's too serious.....

I fear if i am in the same category...

Please watch that movie and you will feel what it takes to be like that...
Please take it seriously...

chemicalX - then go kill, are you scared or something that you are posting it in sajha?? ;)
and don't forget to post the news article link when you come out of jail hai! (wink,wink) :P

nails...he said he wants to kill somebody not poke somebody with a stick..How the deuce is he going to get out of jail and post the news....Probrably he will be sentenced for life in jail or death....ooooo here comes the big question...would you prefer to be electricuted or the thing where they inject you with some poison ?

Gosh you are having problem..go to doctor ?? seems like you are suffering from depression...hurry up ...

hostel is sick movie man... i watched it when it first came out... i thought it was gonna be great and it was indeed till the 2nd half started... sick mofker man... anyways... knowing that it was a sick movie, and u being inspired by that movie a lil bit i think this is what you should do. where do u live? is there a river near by? i am talkin a big river, not little falls or streams... anywyas, if there is go and just toss urself over the bridge. if you can't find any, i am not sure how far ur from mississipi river. you can go there or u can check this river in maryland out. Susquehanna River. its pretty big.. it'll take care of you good...

ps. good luck buddy!!

chemicalX, I was just wondering whether you are a male or female! From a mere name, I can just guess you as a male, but not necessarily. From your writing, I have a mixed feeling. The hormonal imbalance makes me think whether you are really a male, if not female. On a further note, if "Hostel" gives you a chilling effect, then wait till 6/6/6 for "Omen". I don't know what you gonna do next then- perhaps killing yourself???

Well, guys EZ with life....!!!

If chemicalx is female, then female that just have baby have higher chances of having postpatrum depression where millions of women in USA suffer.It can result to horrible crime...no matter if you are male or female just visit your doctor...

oh m losing it, you wanna kill someone cuz of hormonal imbalance!

hahahaha...

ChemicalX,
i suggest you go to a Community Mental Health Center where they offer free services to people in these kinda situations.
i don't know whether you're just writing it for fun or if it's reallly the case with you.
you r "a danger to the community or yourself" and action needs to be taken ASAP.
mental illness has several predisposing as well as precipitating factors. is just watching that movie"hostel" making you so?
there must be some reasons for such dangerous intentions to be born in mind. you might take Clozaril or risperidone with your doctor's consultation.
we don want any of our nepali frens to land in trouble .i heard some shooting incident with a limbu guy some time ago.b4 doing anything stupid,just think why u're here, about your goals.get help from frens.
good luck to u.

oh someones serious here~ :P

few people are serious in here these days, unlike u shawty. :P

ya m never serious right??? theres this long life ahead to get serious in future ;) : P

lol @shawty. :D