I am tired of all these bullshits. Life doesnt seem to be fair anymore after stepped into this country. Struggle and struggle. one tiny little brain and lods of responsibilities. expectatins and more expectations. life seems just running behind hopes. nothing but emty(?) hopes. one day i will have it; one day i will get it. its like dreaming a marcedes in front of your crappy old 90s honda. i will have that one day.let me finish my school. work hard. damn it. tired of carrying these freakin thoughts. A tiny little two legged brain is trying to be perfect in everywhere. Trying to accomodate itself in every little pieces of lives it can have in little time in between its unfair life. wake up every morning promising myself the best, but it becomes stereotype right after the day starts. same old shit. nothing new. go to work; go to school; do your homework. Hey you forgot about your meal time. what the heck. I really forgot cos i was so freaking busy for my other stuffs. As someone already said that trying to maintain everything. one gets degraded when you try try to push other one up. how hard you try to be in lead, you are always lagging behind. sometimes it seems i live in two different worlds, a life living in a constant anxiety and other one a serene world with books and goals. f#@#. its dashain time and i am all alone in my room, drunk almost 3 in the morning. none around! a dead silence. its damn true that the right person comes out you once you are drunk. you throw everything you have inside; nothing drags you behind nomore. no so called "natak" to please everyone. bullshit! thats what is happening to me. well, what the f##. I am enjoying dashain thousands miles away from my family with my Jack and KFC. sorry people. i dont even know what i am writing.it must be stinkier than the sunday night dumpster. f#@$, I am tired today. thanks god, i dont have school tomorrow n no work either. f@#@ who cares. life is not only all about homeworks n books anyways. damn, it getting too long. I can wait to see ppl coming after my bullshit writing. what the heck. i dont give a f###. I am drunk anyways. Good night.

Alleeeee, are you asleep now? :) By the way enjoyed reading, dont feel alone there are many people with similar situation...may be worse....

Cheers!!!
दशैं लाग्यो यार!!! तर न नयाँ लुगा किनिया छ, न केहि मिठो नै खाइयाछ,दशैको दिनमा नि काम रे आफ्नो नि ...थुक्क जिन्दगी!!!
दिक्क मानेर फाइदा छैन यार!!! एक्लो तिमी मात्र होइन हामी नि छौं !!!क्यार्नु त नि बिदेश आएछि, दु:ख पाइस मंगले आफ्नै ढङ्गले भून्थे क्यारे!!!
लु यार शुभ विजया दशमि!!!
:) हांस्दै जिउँ मरि लानु के छ र!!!:)
निर्माण~*

कति दशँ त दशैँ आयो भन्न नपाइकन सकिया हुन्थ्यो। ९५,९६ को कुरा यार! अहिले त साझामा आएर ५० पटक "दशैँ आयो! दशैँ आयो!!" भन्न त पाइया छ।

लु यार शुभ विजयादशमी!!!
:) हांस्दै जिउँ मरी लानु के छ र!!!:)

outrage:

yo needta smoke some SHIT broda !! dazz itt !!

"The only tyrant I accept in this world is the still voice within."

----- Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi (Baapu)

Hey Outrage:

Here is one more to boost your energy....

"We must accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope." --- MLK Jr.

Happy Dashain to you!!!

HD